| because this is more fun than my paper... |
[Feb. 20th, 2009|12:23 pm] |
a. Go to Google
b. Type your name and the words "likes to" all in quotation marks. (e.g. "Christie likes to")
c. Report back on the first ten things that come up for your name.
1. Leah likes to be the center of attention
2. Leah likes to suck out the inside of her pickles.
3. 15 month old baby Leah likes to eat corn.
4. Leah likes to hear.
5. Leah likes to reference Laurel Thatcher Ulrich's quote "well behaved women rarely make history"
6. When it's time to relax, Leah likes to go hiking and canoeing in good weather, machine quilting by touch for indoors, and cooking all year long
7. Leah likes to shed layers of clothes as if it were normal.
8. Leah likes to dance and be silly.
9. Leah likes to scare me when I'm workin on papers in the library.
10. Leah likes to collect her legos into a big pile and ride her tricycle.
All of these are true statements.
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| And We Wana Stay The Way We Are |
[Jan. 20th, 2009|10:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | feel like rain~ mcs | ] |
ok so i should be doing my response paper for my music class, but i want to rant here for a second instead. so i feel very unprepared for the real world and getting a job. i know, i still have a year and a half before this becomes a real issue, but i was just looking some things up online about summer jobs/internships and programs other schools offer and i feel like i should not be at clark for what i want to do. i like my classes here for the most part, and i know i complain about the people a LOT and many other things that bother me about this school, but i think i was always too afraid to actually look at other schools to transfer too because it was too late. my parents were not very supportive of the whole transferring thing back when i was a freshman and first mentioned it. my mother basically brushed me off as having a hard time transitioning. but im now halfway through my junior year and still feel the same way i did 2 and a half years ago. yes, i am more settled and do generally enjoy my time here, but i know i could be happier at another school. i dont know if i really regret staying at clark, but im definitely disappointed in myself for not speaking up enough and actually trusting my own gut and looking at other schools. i know im getting a good education here, and clark is a good school doing great things. it's just never been the right fit for me. and now that i have a much clearer idea of where i want to go with my life, i definitely wish i had done something about all this a long ago. im still gonna grin and bare it and finish out my college career strong, but i just got a little depressed looking at where i could be right now. i know its not entirely my parents fault for why i stayed, but it sure feels nicer to blame them than to blame this on myself. well now that ive said all THAT, its back to papers and reading. joy.
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 14th, 2009|07:35 pm] |
id really appreciate if my roommate could throw away her used condoms in the bathroom trash or at least put them in a fucking tissue so they're not staring me in the face on the TOP of my trash can in our room.
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 15th, 2008|07:29 pm] |
cuntasourous is my new favorite word.
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| Gayness |
[Jun. 14th, 2008|03:45 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | made MARATHON on mtv. ur jealous i know. | ] |
lets talk about the maturity level of my mother for one second..
so we had ppl come in to clean our carpets which meant that my mom had to touch everything in my room and move shit because shes rediculous. so im lookin for my twezers because theyre not where i keep them since she moved everything, and i go hey mom, do u kno where my twezers are? and she yells at me and says no i havent touched your stuff! and i was like, umm yes u did. and, in the true fashion of a 12 year old, she mimicks me, mocking my even asking her and making faces at me, all the while continuing to yell at me. i go to walk away before i start yelling back and she goes, oh, wait, actually i put them in ur bag.
thanks mom. way to be an adult.
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 16th, 2008|07:25 pm] |
i just wish i could erase all of this.
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| Against The Grain |
[Feb. 5th, 2008|09:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | city and colour | ] |
sooooooooooo i dont know why but i just feel like rambling and what a better place for my rambles than my o so amazing lj which i use jus o so frequently. im confused on a lot lately. mostly political nonesense. i know, this is coming out of left field.. especially for someone like me, but hey, its been on my mind what with hilary clinton comin and talkin at my school.. not that i went.. i had class.. but still.
everyone here is liberal. by here i mean clark. brookline. massachussettes. new england. my bubble so to speak. and dont get me wrong, if i had to place myself on one end of the spectrum or another, id def be on the liberal side, but i dont know if its more because i agree or because of how i was raised. for example, things like gay marrage and abortion and all that nonesense, im all for being able to have certain rights. i was raised to believe this. im all for gay people, so why shouldnt they be allowed to get married? as for abortion, i think that people definitely should have the choice to do that if they want, but i definitely dont ever want to get one. that last part was definitely not my upbringing, because trust me, i know how my parents feel about the situation... for now how bout we just say i dont plan on gettin preggers anytime soon and move on..
as for this whole war nonesense... this is where my lines get fuzzy. im a pretty peacful person, and if war can be avoided, it should be, but if it cant, i thank god that there are people out there who are willing to put their lives on the line, because i sure as hell am too scared to. i personally dont know enough about the war to say whether or not it was necessary or wasnt, but the point is, the people who do know whats up decided we needed to do something, so we did. and where things stand now, we cannot just pull out our troops. we just cant. ive heard both sides of this argument, and in my opinion, we need to finish what we started. and trust me, givin my current situation, i wish i could say that we should pull all the troops out and not send anyone else. but i dont think that would be the best thing for anyone. bash me if you want, but thats just my opinion.
i havent registered yet and i wasnt even planning on voting in november to be honest, but after talking about this with almost everyone i saw these past few days and asking annoying questions, i think im gonna try to do my reaserch a little more and figure this all out and vote for someone. i have no idea who yet.. but hey, hitler got appointed to leadership by one vote, so i guess my voice could make a difference... this was just my little ramble for the month...... i dont even know if anyone even reads my lj anymore, but if you did hopefully i at least got u thinking about some stuff cause its not as cut and dry as we are supposed to think.
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you must follow your heart |
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| You Know You Really Need To Settle Down |
[Jan. 23rd, 2008|04:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chill | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cartel | ] |
soo much is goin on its about that time for an lj update haha..
im so not ready to be back at clark and doing work and all that nonesense.. but i dont really have a choice. i jus looked up all the crap about requirements for my major and watnot and time is going way to fast for me to really think about how i need to get all that done. college is a lot of work and im jus not into it right now. *sigh*
on a happier note... i went to LA over break to visit my brother and it was fucking AMAZING. u should def go if u ever get the chance. i could never live there cause of the crazy ppl and the horrible drivers, but id def go back.
as for other things, theyre lookin good believe it or not. im not gettin ahead of myself or anything.. im def still taking it one day at a time.. but it seems the tides are changing. who knows whats to come, but im ready to see wats in store.
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o i have the hardest time resisting you |
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| I Never Meant To Brag |
[Dec. 17th, 2007|08:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | jewline | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  positive | ] |
| [ | music |
| | misery business~ paramore | ] |
im home. and im sick of it all. so im gonna make my time at home as awesome as it can be. whether that means seeing a certain someone or making a point not to... im gonna have fun. word.
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second chances they dont ever matter people never change. |
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| The Perks Of Being A Wallflower |
[Nov. 15th, 2007|04:48 pm] |
November 12, 1991
Dear Friend,
I love Twinkies, and the reason I am saying this is because we are all supposed to think of reasons to live. In science class, Mr Z told us about an experiment where they got this rat or mouse, and they put this rat or mouse on one side of a cage. On the other side of the cage, they put a little piece of food. And this rat or mouse would walk over to the food and eat. Then, they put the rat or mouse back on its original side, and this time, they put electricity all through the floor where the rat or mouse would have to walk to get the piece of food. They did this for awhile, and the rat or mouse stopped going to get the food at a certain amount of voltage. Then, they repeated the experiment, but they replaced the food with something that gave the rat or mouse intense pleasure. I don't know what it was that gave them intense pleasure, but I am guessing that it is some kind of rat or mouse nip. Anyway, what the sceientists found out was that the rat or mouse would put up with a lot more voltage for the pleasure. Even more than for the food.
I don't know the significance of this, but I find it very interesting.
Love always,
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| So Sick Of Being Tired |
[Oct. 19th, 2007|01:29 am] |
i cannt sleep lately.
idk wtf is wrong with me.
im fucking exhausted.
GAY.
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so desperatly obvious |
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| Cause You Know What You Did |
[Oct. 15th, 2007|01:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | paramore | ] |
i think its update ur lj week cause i jus check my friends page and everyone and their mothers cousin updated after not posting for madd long so i felt the need to do the same.
soooo clark is goin ok. better than it was at least. im makin a music video for one of my classes and its so much fun. i hope it turns out good... but well see. we had to pick a song that had meaning to us and make a video about what it means and whatnot.. im kinda fudging it th cause the song i picked is one of my favorites, but the concept for the video is more about shit goin on in my life right now than what that song reminds me of. but hey.. whos gonna kno?
as for other things in my life.. theyre still exactly the same. and i wish i could just say wats on my mind but im way to scared to. when u break it down, itd be best for me to let it go and put it on the backburner. hes confused and im holding out for who even knows what. its the same story with me everytime.
aaand my moms coming ot visit and shes here now so i suppose ill be cutting this shot.
madd props for me btw for giving a real entry. woo!
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i cant pretend that i dont see this... its really not your fault. |
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| I Feel Like This Is Going Nowhere |
[Sep. 17th, 2007|03:00 pm] |
i dont even know where im at right now. my head is all sorts of jumbled. its nothing against clark. its me. its definitely me. but clark doesnt help cause id rather be elsewhere right now. but i think thats a whole seperate issue. i feel like a broken recordddddddd.
on a side note its very frustrating how theres free laundry but everyones always doin their fucking laundry so i have no clean clothes. this is definitely an issue seeing as how im supposed to go out to eat with my dad tonite but have nothing to wear. im not so sure sweats would be appropriate....
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i dont feel very recptive today |
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| I Won't Let You |
[Aug. 26th, 2007|04:07 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | hidden in plain view | ] |
sooooooooo im back at clark. woo! idk, im happy to be here but one more month at home woulda been pretty sweet. i start classes tomorrow. fun times. ok, im alll set with thiiiiiis now.
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| Let's Be More Than This |
[Aug. 19th, 2007|09:21 pm] |
i hate so much how i have all these things going on in my head which arent even necessarily related to that and i cant call and talk about it with the one person i want to.
i really think i fucked this one up.
i really think she fucked it up before i even had a shot.
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<>insert emoness where you see fit</> |
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| Make Your Way Straight To The Door |
[Jun. 26th, 2007|03:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chill | ] |
| [ | music |
| | copeland/cartel | ] |
soo bertuccis owns my soul... BUT for some reason they have decided to give me madd days off next week (including the fourth woo!) soo i think we should make plans :)
this summer is jam packed.. im jus glad to be busy and have things on my mind i suppose.
idk, im all sorts of confused emo lately but u know what, i jus wouldnt be leah if i wasnt emo now would i? i know i keep saying this but i just need to get my shit together and not play it safe. family friends and more (when it rains it pours).
my hairs red... i dont think i mentioned that here. i dont own a camera so any pics i took kinda suck.. u should jus see the real thing for yourselves :)
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cause all you want is just to be more |
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| But It's All I Have To Believe In |
[Jun. 11th, 2007|04:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | motion city soundtrack | ] |
honesty.
commitment.
putting myself before others.
these are things i need to work on.
oh, and getting days off. yea.. thatd be super awesome...
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ill swim backwards |
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| BAHAHAHA |
[Jun. 9th, 2007|12:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  HAHA | ] |
haha so i was tellin my friend how my mom shaved my cat and....
sukr4acoustik (12:17:55 AM): hes cuddling with me now :-)
heyoceanfloor (12:18:26 AM): hi kitty!
heyoceanfloor (12:18:41 AM): bahah you're holding a shaved pusssy
and this is why i love andrew so much.
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| Hiding In Your Safe Place |
[Jun. 4th, 2007|04:23 pm] |
i just need space.
i just need to figure my shit out.
i miss talking to my friends.
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